I’m 22, 5 foot 7 and 130-135 pounds… and I use diet pills even though I workout normally and watch what I eat. I know its a problem but I don’t really care I just want to look like the guys I am attracted to…
I just realized I don’t think I’d be as upset if my current boyfriend (of 1 year) broke up with me as I was when my last boyfriend (of 4 months) broke up with me. And I’m not sure if that fucking scares me or means I’m just stronger emotionally
I’m in love with my best friend. Just being around him makes me want to kiss him, hold him, and fuck him. I love him with all my heart and I know he could never feel the same way. The worst part is that we’re living together and I am there when he comes home from every hook-up with some random guy from grindr and I act so nonchalant about it just to make him think I couldn’t care less about what he does with his sex life. But really all I wanna do is ask him why he wouldn’t pick me when I care more about him than anyone else ever could …